What I'm afraid of right now...
1. Being alone
2. Being weak
3. Passing up something that could turn out good
4. Hurting her
5. Being hurt
6. Falling in love
7. Wasting my life
8. Not being able to express myself
9. Not knowing what is right and what is wrong
10. Not being able to distinguish from being lonely and wanting to be with someone
11. Having to rely on myself
12. Not having the self control to do what is right

I really want somebody to talk to right now...